haunted

I need to get my bearings
I’m lost
And the shadows keep on changing
— the prophet poe

If you’re going to run on the track during the off-season, you must be prepared to do some shoveling. And so I did my best to clear off Lane 9.

Approaching the track today, I assumed it was closed. Nobody was there. But then it hit me. It’s summer.

We tend to have the place to ourselves in summer. Maybe because it’s the start of vacation season. Maybe because sports are winding down and there are fewer people training. Maybe because it’s so freaking hot at noon in late April. I’m guessing maybe that last one.

It’s 97, Ma Nature’s way of making you suffer without the satisfaction of triple digits. I’m out for a couple of miles, still deciding whether I’m dead or not. I’m guessing yes.

After the first lap, I strip down to nothing, basking in the delirium of the slightly heat-addled. No shirt, no phone, no keys. Just shorts, hat and some Piranhas with a slightly suspicious odor. I can’t remember the last time I ran naked. It feels great, that primitive feeling of running with nothing more than a $120 pair of 4.5 ounce racing flats not made for 13:45 miles. But never try to reason with a mad dog or an Englishman. Actually, I’m not English and I’m not running on the Mad Dog course. But Mo says I’m generally too literal anyhow.

I run alone, the sun washing away last night’s deadlines. And then I see him. David Torrence.

Longtime readers will recall David is a world-class middle-distance runner whom I saw on the track the day he died. He was standing in this same spot that day. It’s the only shady spot on the track when you’re out around noon. He was running repeats and then hanging in the shade one day last August. Later that evening, he went into the pool at his condo down the street from us and drowned.

He appears to have come back as a crow. I was a Carlos Castaneda disciple as a lad, so the whole Don Juan thing makes perfect sense. Why has be come back as a crow? The track is on the Indian reservation. I assume their rules are in effect. And why NOT a crow? They’re built for speed.

He sits on the fence at the spot where I last saw him. Every time I come around the back turn, he flies off, only to return when I’m 40 or 50 meters down the straight. We repeat this every lap for eight rounds. What does it mean?

Maybe he’s lost. The afterlife has no Garmin, and he’s not sure where he is, so he’s sticking to the last spot he can remember.

Maybe he’s just doing intervals. That’s what he was doing last time I saw him.

Maybe he’s mad at me because my last words to him weren’t “DUDE YOU HAVE A BAD HEART DON’T GO INTO THE POOL ALONE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT.”

Or maybe it’s just a shady spot on a hot day.

And when you get down to it, isn’t that all we really want? Just a shady spot on a hot day.

I make my rounds. Nobody else interrupts our little dance. I gather up my stuff, wave goodbye and head back to the land of air-conditioning and barcaloungers. No, I don’t actually have a barcalounger. Or air-conditioning. Did I mention heat-addled?

“You have everything needed for the extravagant journey that is your life,” Castaneda said. A pair of shorts, running shoes and a trusty hat. He’s right. The extravagant journey goes on, one lap at a time. I just need to get my bearings.

I don’t know what happens when we die. But it if it means sitting in the shade on the side of the track, I’m ready.

 

About gary

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